Recap of today

Wake up - study - snack - study - practice essay - find all mistakes - snack - study - brain hurts, go running - study - shower - study - break for Top Chef - snack - study - drive C to work to get the motorcycle - study - dinner - study - study - blog - study -  (doesn't the word 'study' look funny? It's starting to lose meaning)

[Sadly, I have the nagging feeling in the back of my head (that I'm trying to suppress) that I'm studying the wrong things, or that I'm not doing as much as I should.]

That was my today. The rest of the evening looks about the same, though I'm going to help C pack. He's leaving for a business trip tomorrow morning and will be back on Sunday. I'm glad that he has something to do this weekend so I don't feel guilty for abandoning him for my studies, which are my sole priority for the next two+ weeks. It's kind of bad that he won't be here, though, because I feel that he's my link to the sane world, and that I'm slipping off into the frenzied mania of studying (though I try to remind myself that there is a world that exists that is not law school). It's tough.

Slowly losing my mind - everything that isn't law school is falling away rapidly. Trying to remain positive, calm, collected, sane, etc. while also cramming several months of information into my brain. YIKES.

I'm hanging in there. Barely. This is the ugly side of law school - but I'll be done on the 18th. Thank goodness.

K